The reconstruction of reluctance is a step into dangerous water. here be serpents and sea monsters. The deep currents of the mind will suck me under if i become resistant to what is. It is only old habits that pull me towards the black waters where blame and unhappiness colour all things. This is not truly me and in identifying with it i become unconscious and thinking takes over and controls how i feel. I must not follow this course but simply recognise it otherwise i will once more become rigid and consumed by pain and inner turmoil. By believing in this moment only as a continuation and variation of the past i already stop being present and start looking to the future for salvation. Let it go. Drop the thinking and start being. If not Now, when?
WRONG WAY STREET