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OF CANs & CAN'Ts                    septic sickteenth 2011

I can put together things of beauty
& I can put my whole self into them
I can believe in others' Abilities
& Achievements
but I can't trust them

I can define & design
what it is I should do
& I can understand how its achievement
can lift me
but i can't believe
& I can't engage
&i can never allow myself
the Simple Luxury
of time to indulge myself
in happiness

I can always find a reason
not to admit
who I am
I can always find a way
not to appear to need help
but I can't give up the ghost
& I can't believe that anyone
really care
I can see where I want to be
I can see how I can Achieve that
I can even laugh at how hard
I make it for myself

I can't see an end
I can't see a different way
I can only imagine
there must be
a Different...
a better
way

but I can't talk about it
& I can't stop thinking about it
I can be Brilliant
& it really shouldn't matter
that I can also fail

Fauxpa